Drifting to another place

It has been a highly insightful week. I hit a low. My mind became weakened and panic set in. I couldn't maintain my natural high and I let go. Worrying serves no purpose in my life yet it is a factor that creeps up on me and controls everything. Admitting that I lost my cool was almost as hard to say as it was for me to think.

The most important thing for me to remember is to plan. Without a plan, it is chaos in my head. I need to know what I am doing tomorrow with certainty and yet be flexible enough for changes. One thing at a time.

I'm just going to sit back and contemplate for awhile before drifting away to the beautiful sounds of classical harmony. I need to think about how lucky I really am.