Innocence Vs Experience

In a world full of cloudy beauty. I stand up to part the sky.

Sunday, April 09, 2006

How could I forget my love?

Then I read your email and you reminded me of something so important that I had forgotten.

What is life for living if not for love?

It really had left my mind this simple thing that means the world. Without love in our lives, it would be a very different world indeed, one that I don't want to live in. So fundamental to humans and taken for granted by everyone at times. Love is the solid fuel of he soul. My soul has been chomping down on fast-food and now that I have fine cuisine again, my soul is refining it's taste buds.

I don't really know about the compromise that you speak about. I guess that I must be different in this way because I already know who my match is. The only problem is being open to the fact that they are not perfect, but perfect for me. I have put myself to the test these past few months to rekindle an old flame. Dangerous territory, but everything melts away when I get that feeling inside that let's me know I made the right choice. All my doubts disappear and everything is exposed. From one soul to another there is that electricity that unites and ties us. It is as you say akin to an outer body experience and a new galaxy is born. It is such a beautiful creation, It has all the elements to fulfill ourselves. Just the right combination that turns the lock to our hearts. Scary and exciting, that's how I would put it as. I find myself surrendering my stubbornness and logic to a higher power that transforms my whole existence. Amazing!

I have really opened my eyes since being in university. So many good things have come into my life and it feels so good when everything is going so well. I can't bear to think about the downswing of this, I have come close to my familiar safety net but managed to bounce back and come back to full strength. This is a first for me. If I am to fail, then I will try again differently and more determined. These are foreign words from little me who was afraid to try incase I would fail. Life experiences evolve us in the ways we want. My heart and soul now shape the contours of my journey. Am I so loved up that my feet are hovering above the ground?