Focus now
Why must I protect myself from myself?
Trust
Clarity to Confusion and from Chaos to enlightenment
How am I supposed to feel? Once again on a raining Sunday he has left my life. It always rains when he goes. The grey sky reveals my mood. The circle of life goes on again. My week of madness and weekend of nothingness and everything. Once again my soul gets tucked away only for logic to override everything. I am strong. I am weak. I am something and nothing.
Why do I feel like I am sprinting a marathon on a treadmill?
Why am I still not happy?
Reality check...All systems ok. I'm going to forget the failures and remind myself of the successes. I'm going to wear sunscreen whatever the weather. I'm going to dance and smile. I am going to make it. This week it is my goal to write one essay, compile two research books, one exploded drawing, get two sales each working day, hour of CAD a day. It will be hard Zoe, anything easily obtained isn't worth having. You only get better by playing a smarter opponent. Being happy can be harder to hold on to than wallowing in self-pity. I know the latter only too well. Work hard play harder. Minimize distractions, stay focused. Here is your prep talk. Remember your goals for the week. Live for now not for tomorrow. If you are as determined as you think you are, now is the time to prove it. Show them what you are capable of, show them that you are every bit as true as you say you are. Smile, even if it feels like the worst day of your life. Laugh even if inside you want to cry. If you feel that it all feels too much to handle, get a better plan. Plan, plan, plan. Organize your day, wake up when you need to, relax at the right times. Now is the time to pull myself from the gutter and glide through the clouds. Be careful, not everyone is what they seem, what seems to be isn't always the case. Use your discretion of who who associate with. Find positive people and watch closely. Forget the bloodsuckers.
Feeling good?
Yeah, much better
Are you going to have a good week?
Yeah, I'm going to make the very best from it
Are you ready to work now?
Yes, I know what I need to do and how to do it
Smile then
:) I'm ready
Trust
Clarity to Confusion and from Chaos to enlightenment
How am I supposed to feel? Once again on a raining Sunday he has left my life. It always rains when he goes. The grey sky reveals my mood. The circle of life goes on again. My week of madness and weekend of nothingness and everything. Once again my soul gets tucked away only for logic to override everything. I am strong. I am weak. I am something and nothing.
Why do I feel like I am sprinting a marathon on a treadmill?
Why am I still not happy?
Reality check...All systems ok. I'm going to forget the failures and remind myself of the successes. I'm going to wear sunscreen whatever the weather. I'm going to dance and smile. I am going to make it. This week it is my goal to write one essay, compile two research books, one exploded drawing, get two sales each working day, hour of CAD a day. It will be hard Zoe, anything easily obtained isn't worth having. You only get better by playing a smarter opponent. Being happy can be harder to hold on to than wallowing in self-pity. I know the latter only too well. Work hard play harder. Minimize distractions, stay focused. Here is your prep talk. Remember your goals for the week. Live for now not for tomorrow. If you are as determined as you think you are, now is the time to prove it. Show them what you are capable of, show them that you are every bit as true as you say you are. Smile, even if it feels like the worst day of your life. Laugh even if inside you want to cry. If you feel that it all feels too much to handle, get a better plan. Plan, plan, plan. Organize your day, wake up when you need to, relax at the right times. Now is the time to pull myself from the gutter and glide through the clouds. Be careful, not everyone is what they seem, what seems to be isn't always the case. Use your discretion of who who associate with. Find positive people and watch closely. Forget the bloodsuckers.
Feeling good?
Yeah, much better
Are you going to have a good week?
Yeah, I'm going to make the very best from it
Are you ready to work now?
Yes, I know what I need to do and how to do it
Smile then
:) I'm ready
posted by Zoe @ 9:46 AM
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