A cushion and a rock

With each day I'm finding it harder to breathe
Sitting here, thinking about what you and I need
In you I found hope
A one track mind, a slippery slope

Trust doesn't come by easy these days
Hard to let go, still finding the way
I already know if I let go all
I'm gonna fall

Where will I land, are you following, do you understand?
I need a cushion and a rock
Someone there for me when I reach the top

It's been a month now
A million bubbles of thoughts and how