Confessions of a cat lady

It's times like this i'm not sure where I belong. I freaked out last night and went into a unfriendly world. All of a sudden I entered darkness and a scary world indeed. OK picture this. You just shared a spliff and unwinding into a nice warm place when your friend starts on about how she thinks she might be dead and doesn't know it. Like WTF. Wooosh...it was just a downward spiral from there on. This girl is a singer, her music is always playing in her room. I have never listened to one of her songs start to finish. She talks over her own voice. What am I supposed to do? Sometimes I get so confused i shake. It's really not a good feeling.

I wonder if I should have any friends. I could just be a crazy cat lady. I just don't feel strong enough at the moment.